Tuesday, June 5, 2012

I'm Trying To Be Single...

...because for a long time in my life, I've tried my hardest to be in a relationship.  I've noticed that my urges to search out and seek a guy to pay attention to me is pretty much under control. I'm not pinning for a guy to text me, or go out on a date with me. I'm really too busy doing me.  I've recently moved out of my place and was taking in by some wonderful friends. So naturally all my focus is making sure I'm good housemate and having fun spending time with my new roommates.  I don't have much time to be lonely anymore.  I'm just too preoccupied on figuring out my next move, literally.  I've finally have the opportunity to move to a house. I have to make sure my main focus is looking for a second good paying job and saving money.  Basically, what I'm feeling right now is a wonderful free feeling.  I'm at peace with who I am.  I no longer try to fill myself up with someone else because I no longer feel that I need to. I'm very close to perfecting "measuring my worth not by whom [I'm] dating, but rather who [I] am."