"You just need to reinvent yourself..." - Darlene Pacheco (one of my BFFs)
When I see something fading it only makes me want to cling on harder. When I should just let it go because it's a battle that's already over but sometimes I like to kick dead horses just for fun. I guess I just want to prove myself wrong but I'm always right, it wasn't worth it. (Ego vs. Higher Self)
I just hate that I'm not worth the fight, worth the uncertainty. Why am I not worth a fucking chance? Is it because I've haven't taken a chance on myself? Am I insane? I keep writing about the same shit over and over. Nothing really changed. Is it because I'm looking for someone to change me? I guess I need to change myself. It's hard! I'm one stubborn hopeless romantic damn it. I don't want to have fear or be jaded. But I don't want to be made a fool. So what the fuck is the answer?
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